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glam in the dark

2008-12-25T20:53:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am absolutely lovin this shot taken from the We Love Sprouse Collection by Louis Vuitton. (check out Coutorture)x

hairloween

2008-12-25T20:44:00.000-08:00

dear diary,ooh, this is uber cool! would be even cooler if the fingernails were longer and had acid pink painted on them. sexy.(taken from kiss and makeup)x

tomboys & angels

2008-12-25T13:30:00.000-08:00

dear diary,last weekend i got to strut the catwalk with 10 other crazy fun people at the Annexe for a fab lil cross-dressing gender-bending fashion show called 'Tomboys & Angels' during the Art for Grabs Xmas special here in Kuala Lumpur. Here are some snaps from fbook; x

le beef

2008-12-25T06:48:00.000-08:00

dear diary,so i got pulled in to watching 'the invisible', which was my 2nd movie on this beautiful xmas day, thinking shia lebouf was on it. and that was after watching eagle eye, where the temperature mysteriously went up when he had a police uniform on. hmm. anyway, both movies were good. somehow, any movie i watch alone is almost always good. is it because you're not influenced by another

just because

2008-12-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

dear diary,it's xmas so i woke up late today. i feel out of shape so will prolly visit the gym. started with DIRT 2nd season at 5am this morning, for more lucy spiller and her schizo photographer. im hungry, and i wonder where everybody is. might do some work or finish off shantaram which i've taken half a year to read. i need some inspiration - to be inspired before year ends. and get me ready

interview on fly fm

2008-12-24T23:35:00.000-08:00

wham cam

2008-12-21T10:28:00.000-08:00

dear santa,i'd like to add these to my wishlist please. Does this camera actually exist? They're the 'remixed and recut' Nike runner sandals, not sure how you'd actually run comfortably in them but i wouldnt mind putting them on and sit out at starbucks looking all cool....and this looks like a pretty cool mag (Hope Hope)x

however you look at it

2008-12-18T22:15:00.000-08:00

dear diary,saw this on flickr's front page, i love how it seems to say "no matter where you are, you can fight and still be you".x

lisa clutch

2008-12-17T06:04:00.000-08:00

dear diary,we've got this new item on our online store today, it's a cutie!grab it before i steal yet another bag from my own shop :)x

what i want for xmas

2008-12-16T20:52:00.000-08:00

dear santa,i'd like a piece of mia for xmas.x

this shouldve been me

2008-12-16T06:47:00.000-08:00

dear jennifer aniston,i hate you! grrrrrrrr.x

boys, i wear

2008-12-13T09:29:00.000-08:00

dear diary,incoming! new cap at our store today, i like :)['BOYS' Cap, NEW @ OSIXNINE.COM, US$ 6.95]x

ze! on bodytonic

2008-12-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am featured on bodytonic! or read full interview here.makes me wanna play in dublin :) x

love miss love

2008-12-11T06:46:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am not a fan of the flawless. i appreciate art that has its way of being imperfect, wrong and have you question your own being. hence, courtney love.x

artate de arte

2008-12-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

dear diary,assuming i've read correctly, this is a (cool!) mexican magazine called ARTATE DE ARTE (art ate the art?)... and i am lovin these images taken off their myspace.x

Ze! for Criminal Damage

2008-12-08T10:03:00.000-08:00

Shot in London, now on criminaldamage.co.uk for Criminal Damage (criminaldamage.co.uk) x

fashionation

2008-12-07T23:06:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i've just discovered Fashionation - and they're wicked! Found some cool ideas, for my soon-to-come album cover perhaps?more on this blogpost+ i want this hair, god damn it!+ a lil something something to feed my fantasies :)x

oh my gorgeous

2008-12-06T14:52:00.000-08:00

dear diary,Meet Marlon Teixeira, the new face of Dior, shot by Mr Lagerfeld himself. He is Brazilian, a surfer and not even 18 yet - for crying out loud.

another kinda candy

2008-12-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

dear diary,omfg. i want this.

can i be your candy?

2008-12-04T01:12:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i love my new single - the same way i always think my latest songs are my best - but i still love all my babies equally much ;) The song is about 'boys and their fantasies'. Inspired by someone who broke my heart, so hey, fuck him.Oh, and ruben, i <3 you you are a fuckin genius! xxHe keeps me up all nightMake me grab my pillow tightEat lipstick off my mouthPuts his hands where i likeHe

dust it off n try again

2008-11-30T01:53:00.000-08:00

dear diary,used to watch this a million times a day, wishin i could be her! i miss this baby girl.x

anomic loner

2008-11-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

dear diary,disoriented = me.disoriented adj 1: having lost your bearings; confused as to time or place or personal identity; "I frequently find myself disoriented when I come up out of the subway"; "the anesthetic left her completely disoriented" [syn: confused, lost] 2: socially disoriented; "anomic loners musing over their fate"; "we live in

the new osixnine.com

2008-11-28T11:21:00.000-08:00

dear diary,for the past three weeks, i've been spending all my waking hours working on the new osixnine online store and it's finally coming together. i must have stressed myself out a lil considering the amount of ulcers, sneezing and headaches i've had to put through... and maybe even a lil obssesed... but i'm so happy it's looking good! started this from scratch and squeezing in what must

zebra odd years

2008-11-26T09:54:00.000-08:00

dear diary,sutasi requested that i sent them some personal pictures from way back then and when, to show a lil history of my life with all things music.i must be 5 or 6 here... w my face painted by my mom for the first timemalay drama in school! i shouldve been the goddamn goddess in this one but NOPE, they made me a prancing slave. haha. find me :)yamaha school choir - when i discovered i could

pimp my bedroom

2008-11-25T11:34:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am gonna collect some ideas to redecorate my room. i yawn long and hard everytime i'm in it. i would KILL to have a betsey-inspired room... and mark my words, when i do make my first million, i WILL have an apartment like this. And a pet to go with it. Bliss!

teddies

2008-11-25T11:12:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am slowly becoming numb again. it's only been almost 3 weeks since i've left a dream and it feels like forever. i dont talk about it much, and that doesnt mean nothing happened cause so much did. but somehow i am happy, calm and collected right now. and it's nice, for a change :)x

nye blues

2008-11-23T02:56:00.000-08:00

dear diary,its november 23rd and i already know i'm gonna have a shit new year's eve. just saying.x

blinded

2008-11-21T04:21:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i mustve been blind all this while. thank you for opening my eyes... x

fresh to the flesh

2008-11-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

dear diary,yesterday was a blast! here are some pictures :)(Our special thanks ; Photography by Ismail Khan, Hairstyling by Sas Suhail)Event : OSIXNINE FASHION SHOW @ FRESH TO THE FLESH / DANGERDISKO PARTYVenue: Frangipani's, Kuala Lumpur.More pictures here. Add 'osixnine' to your facebook! xx

p/s: go to hell

2008-11-18T03:37:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i love manipulative people. they make my day x

me myself and i, we fly!

2008-11-17T22:44:00.000-08:00

dear diary,wish for the day : i want less of you, and more of me. x

brick wall, we meet again.

2008-11-17T09:33:00.000-08:00

dear diary, mend me.x

a massage would b good

2008-11-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i need to get out. and by getting out, i mean boy hunting. and by boy hunting, i mean see no touch. because i hv enough problems in my life.x

i aint colin

2008-11-12T08:49:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i am dead tired. but i hv to write this before knocking myself out. albert einstein once said;many of life's failures are people who die not realizing how close to success they were before they gave up.in other words, get rich or die trying. i found a super super cute new fashion designer/label, I AM COLIN. which also happens to be whre i found the einstein quote. if i aint mistaken,

ascii vs binary

2008-11-11T08:21:00.000-08:00

dear diary,i foresee a crazy week ahead of me. already am deep in the shiznits of FTPs and PHPs and MySQLs and ASCIIs whateveryamacallit trying to set up our new online store - with a fuckin 114-page long manual and i'm only stuck at page 5. on top of which, my sis and i are hosting a party + fashion shows within a week. this is about when i wish i consumed alcohol. anyway, i had to write this...

happiness is a hairflip away

2008-11-09T00:23:00.000-08:00

dear diary,ive prolly posted this eons ago, i dunno, cant remember. and i dont care if u think this is so gay/pussilicious - which is the whole reason why i (+ my mom) love chris crocker against all odds. He is girlier than i am. 'BITCH YOU CAN STEAL MY MAN, BUT YOU CANT HAVE MY HAIR EXTENSIONS'... L to the OL! ... and a little something to help shake the depression away.miss crocker makes my day

miss piggy fucks the pain away

2008-11-08T10:28:00.000-08:00

dear diary,this is cute... in a way that's a little wrong for a little pig. ooh miss piggy, you is hotter than peaches! haha...ive mixed feelings about being back. i dont feel quite settled, a lil disoriented. well, very disoriented. but i've not felt like i've settled anywhere for a while, any place or with any person or any given situation. my happy moments are so temporary and seem to last

my portfolio

2008-11-06T23:52:00.000-08:00

dear diary,here's a little slideshow of photos i've done w some kick ass photographers for some kick ass designers. yeah! holla if ur a kick ass designer who wants me to model for you :) i'm at ze@saerze.com xxBubbleShare: Share photos - Craft Ideas

how rad!

2008-11-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

dear diary,criminal damage has just uploaded a new photo on their facebook group with me on it! crim dam rocks my socks xx

swedes are cool too

2008-11-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

dear diary,I've started a profile on last.fm today. Still not so sure how it works but i guess ill get the hang of it soon enough... but it was nice to find that I already had listeners listening to I AM GLAM and BOYS I LIKE already :) Anyways i found this Swedish band, Maskinen, on Youtube. I do not understand a thing they say but they do sound hella good! The video is rad too, check em out;I

wrong animal

2008-10-30T18:50:00.000-07:00

dear diary,Just heard a track from a London-based electronica band, Wrong Animal. Really cool stuff! Have a listen to Oh How They Fight here or check them out on Myspace.xx

world's fugliest dress

2008-10-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary, I am sorry for my eyes today as i have never laid them on a dress as ugly as this. This is ugliness in its true form. This is FUCK UGLY! Who the hell made this? ... * * .... okay, doesnt say on the link. SERIOUSLY woman, wtf.xx

zebra prints

2008-10-28T17:39:00.000-07:00

dear diary,while i am so not feeling the new xtina aguilera video nor the new look (the futuristic look is lil over-used perhaps)... im lovin this santogold vid. the zebra print's my fave!also just had a look at yelle's first hit on video, i LOVE the song... and the video is cute to the T! (it's got lyrics as well, a good way to learn some french, like, oh mon dieu!)xx

paper planes

2008-10-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

On the eve of my bday, we had nothing better to do. Peejay and i became MIA and Diplo for a whole minute. First check out the original, before our horrible imitation.MIA & DIPLOZE! & CESARIO (MC DUSAAR)p/s: shall i mention, yet again, that peejay brought me to a strip club after this. because all 26 yr old women needs booty. pfftxx

darth maul

2008-10-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i think its okay if it kills me - if it doesnt let me live & love like a normal person - if it makes me suffer. i asked for it and i deserve it, so its okay.xx

i am on catsuit

2008-10-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i am featured on catsuit magazine (click on Glam Electro by Ze!) thanks to miss rijken, photos by mr machnicki.xx

time for another baby

2008-10-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

dear diary,new flash :) its official, i've begun with my plans for a next album. finally, a new baby! it is going to be crazy exciting and i hope to release it sometime early next year. it will be my 2nd (its been 3 years since Shameless!) but a very first all-electropop disco record for me. i think its perfect timing now that i am about done with my european adventure and recording new tracks

my privacy for sale

2008-10-20T17:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i am beginning to become paranoid to even think what i think. the past one week has taught me > a) that i am in fact, not invincible, and b) it is dangerous to keep a diary (or diaries, in my case). i keep different sorts of diaries and they all serve different purposes. i cannot live without any of them because i have to write my thoughts, daily, get them all out on paper or in typing

thank u berlin

2008-10-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i have just about recovered from the most bizarre, traumatic and eventful weekend of my entire fucking life. i arrived berlin on friday, performed in leipzig with a fever and lack of sleep, and bck to berlin on saturday for a show at the villa (which was hell! yeah! wicked). i was on top of the world. didnt sleep. and wasnt prepared for the nightmare that was to come on sunday. but it

yet another october

2008-10-01T03:43:00.000-07:00

dear diary,18 days left. i am in a strange place right now, or so i feel. for one week, i am living a dream that is temporary and unreal. i wonder if i'll wake up tomorrow to discover all this was nothing but one of my sweetest dreams. one thing for sure, 2008 has so far been just the way i imagined it to be. i dont think i could ask for more... and i dont wanna f'ing wake up!x

in KL for two

2008-09-26T16:01:00.000-07:00

dear diary,im back in KL for 2 nights - it's good to be home :)hoping i get to catch up w everybody before leaving again... and watching forgetting sarah marshall now... mila kunis is so adorable!x

singapore

2008-09-24T11:19:00.000-07:00

dear diary,someone got me pink lillies yday n they're lookin lovely by my bedside ;) received good news today morning, my trip to singapore for the sutasi finals are on and looks like i'll be heading there next week! wootness!x

i can grow a penis

2008-09-20T17:42:00.000-07:00

dear diary,as much as i like having power and being able to use it, sometimes i wish i dont always have to be the one wearing the pants. im all for female empowerment but sometimes i just want to be plain old fashioned n let the man take charge. but now that i think about it ive never exactly let myself be swept off my feet, it's always so much work mostly coming from me - or so i feel. are men

put your butts here

2008-09-19T16:39:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i thought this was cute! ;) oh im so happy today i just got me freebies from criminal damage including a new hoodie, 2 dresses, one really hot pants and a pair of jeans. i fuckin love their designs n cant wait to post the photos w took fr the shoot yday. oh, and it's yet another weekend here in london. it's gotten a lil colder now as fall approaches but im lovin it whc is unusual for

life is not fair

2008-09-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

dear diary,how is it a twat like miley cyrus gets a thing like this for a boyfriend? makes me hate my life! haha. bitch. x

i hate birthdays

2008-09-17T12:48:00.000-07:00

dear diary,30 days left to my 2nd 25th. i am freaking the fuck out, as usual. freak. out. freak. out. freak. out. i hate birthdays! always have, always will xx

sew lucky

2008-09-16T00:16:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i'm feeling lucky! i woke up early this morning (only cause i couldnt go back to sleep, really) and left my friend's place early after a night recording a new song... and found a book! on the streets, staring at me and i stared back wondering why it was there on the ground BRAND NEW and all... it was the readers fuckin digest step by step guide to sewing and it's brilliant! it's the

stalking brick lane

2008-09-14T14:11:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i went to brick lane today (again, that's 2 days in a row) n checked out the sunday upmarket and backyard market... n found these korean girls drawing stuff on caps and pumps.. superbly cute! more km-toilet designs here. another one of my fave is big fluff, i even got to meet the designer himself, azhar.yeah! and n if u know me well enough ud know that i seriously do cut/dye my own

i heart paul

2008-09-13T22:23:00.000-07:00

dear diary,if anyone is thinking of getting me something for my birthday (which is the 18th next month, hinthint) i want a PB bag!! I saw this pink/blue paul's boutique piece at topshop oxford circus and it pained me to not be able to bring her home with me :(oh these r the moments i wish i had a rich boyfriend xx

plastic diet

2008-09-13T00:01:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i think these photos of Lisa Scheer are amazing. ... taken by Monique Rijken for Catsuit Magazine. xx

fall apart

2008-09-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i couldve fallen in love but i chose to fall apart. xx

londonedge

2008-09-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary,londonedge went well - our first fashion trade show ever and a lil debut (as we'd like to call it) of osixnine in london. i love the fashion around me in this city, its especially vibrant, fresh and innovative. you dont have to be afraid to express yourself with fashion because your style (no matter how extravagant it is) is being appreciated by everybody on the streets, in the tubes

nonsense

2008-09-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary, at least i know she has zero fashion sense. beats my lack of common sense any time. hah!xx

still shameless

2008-09-08T15:32:00.000-07:00

dear diary,as of today, it's been exactly 3 years since i released my baby debut album Shameless. wow. cant believe it has been 3 years, but then again so much has changed. SO much. in such a short time. i've def outgrown the pink afro, and stripey socks to begin with. and the whole look that looks like a rainbow puked on me. or have i? haha. which means its only been that long that i've decided

everybody's fling

2008-09-06T16:55:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i sometimes think of ze as my alter ego. perhaps it is. like, a stronger 'cant be arsed' version of me. i wish i had a lot more of that. because truth is, beneath all that ego all i really want are the simplest things life can offer. most of which i dont or maybe cant have because of the lifestyle ive chosen to live. i wonder if its been worth it. im aching n nobody needs to know.

kinder bueno

2008-09-03T15:54:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i'm eating chocolate. something must be wrong when i'm eating chocolate. especially when its kinder bueno specifically.xx

to panadol or not

2008-09-01T14:43:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i am not feeling well. not to sure if i should prescribe myself panadol just yet, urhk. and where the hell is everybody? i've been home alone the past 2 weeks, i'm starting to feel like a ghost. cough, sniff, snap.xx

choose your weapon

2008-08-31T19:14:00.000-07:00

dear diary,just posted a new bunch of photos i worked on w my new party friends, paul and louis, n the shots are GORGEOUS! the one on the right is my personal favourite, looks as though i'm well determined with what i want, although that is rarely the case i think. anyway, it's on my facebook (link is on the right hand side of this blog, add me and say hi). already i'm missing the kittens,

les artists

2008-08-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary,this is my current theme song, L.E.S. Artists by Santogold. Cant say i like the video just as much, it's cool and artistic but not entirely feeling it. But the song, is f'in ACE! Miss Santi, you did it again.What I'm searching forto tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wallWalking by myselfdown avenues that reek of time to killIf you see me keep goingbe a pass by waverBuild me up,

freedom writer

2008-08-29T18:33:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i spent all day today writing and thinking about what i should do to actually take it up seriously. i've written down the things i'd love to write about, and looks like shitloads. including a book. thats for sure, not within the next 2 hours, but maybe in the next 5 years. i see myself getting married and popped at least a baby out before i actually sit down and write a f'in book.

live at synthetic

2008-08-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

dear diary,just back from singing at electro night SYNTHETIC @ Cavendish Arms, Stockwell. It was good fun! I've uploaded pics on my facebook. Also met 2 photographers i might be working with this coming week... woot! cant wait :)xx

where i left my heart

2008-08-26T17:25:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i think its become easier for me to get over someone because the most painful thing i've ever had to get over was, and still is, byron. it's been almost 4 years and i'm still not over it. they say it's easier to leave than to be left... well certainly not in this case. i was numb when i left. and i remember it all just like it was yesterday. it's scary to think if i'll never be as free

ring, goddamit

2008-08-26T16:21:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i'm waiting for a very important phone call this week. if that call comes, it could turn out to be THE highlight of my trip.fingers & toes crossed. xx

which bus are you on?

2008-08-24T16:52:00.000-07:00

dear diary,yes i admit i think too much. its been my thing since i was like, 4 feet tall. but that was a long time ago. (insert laughter here). anyways, being in london has forced me to take buses and trains and loads of walking everyday which is great in comparison to the spoilt lifestyle KL has to offer. like OMG YOU TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT AND WALK IN THE HOT SUN????!! GOSH! GASP! SHOCK! FAINT.

back to grey

2008-08-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

dear diary,anything couldve happend. ANYTHING. that was shit scary... glad to be home. notting hill carnival was nice, nothing spectacular that i saw and wasnt as many people as i expected... but i suppose tomorrow should b bigger and better. plus, a CS meeting is being planned which should be good to meet some new CS folks. okay, time for more grey's anatomy. bring it on!xx

hey mickey

2008-08-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i just saw a little mouse in my house. its so cute! i wanna catch it. i dont really have anybody to talk to right now, so the mouse can make a real good pet. i mean, i do have people to talk to like about the weather, but i mean REALLY talk to about my everyday life. the little things, that dont matter and the bigger things that do. i guess i took this for granted before, and just

one moment in time

2008-08-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

Each day I liveI want to beA day to giveThe best of meI'm only oneBut not aloneMy finest dayIs yet unknownI broke my heartFought every gainTo taste the sweetI face the painI rise and fallYet through it allThis much remainsI want one moment in timeWhen I'm more than I thought I could beWhen all of my dreams are a heartbeat awayAnd the answers are all up to meGive me one moment in timeWhen I'm

enjoying the now

2008-08-22T12:40:00.000-07:00

dear diary,so we work to make money and we work so we dont go crazy. and we go on holiday once a year if we can afford to n we watch our younger ones grow up. is that life? y am i always looking forward to something instead of enjoying the now - if im never happy with where i am, exactly at this very point of time, being where i wanted to be a few months ago when i was looking forward to this...

the one i cant have

2008-08-21T16:20:00.000-07:00

dear diary,of all the boys i can get, the one i want is the one i cant have. typical?xx

losing control

2008-08-18T20:12:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i discovered something this past weekend. something that probably means nothing to other people but i took one of those thrill rides at the fair during v festival and decided that for once i should try to just let go and enjoy the ride. i've always been such a control freak - something important about myself that i 'discovered' while i was in byron - that even while i'm on these rides

breathe baby

2008-08-18T16:08:00.000-07:00

dear diary,im single and im fuckin lovin it!! haha. dont know wht the fuck i was on last week, i shld b celebrating my freedom while i can. perhaps im also panicking today, as it leaves 2 months to my 26th. TWO MONTHS left to be 25. I sure as hell do not want to spend it, yet again, wondering what the hell ive done w my life... and instead embrace the things i actually HAVE managed to get done. i

haircut

2008-08-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

dear diary,im not sure how much longer until i eventually break. i do hope it doesnt get to that, but i cant help but feel it could. besides, there can be worse things in life, right? i had a first show in london today, was nervous n so alone n was off to an awful headstart... thankfully my friends turned up! wasnt a big crowd, seeing as its a wkday s'pose but it was gd fun. until of course i had

is time flying or am i?

2008-08-12T17:06:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i had a pretty good day today. my friend insisted i went to the sauna/steam/swimming pool near his place and im glad i did :) so refreshing! bought myself a new skirt. v cute. gonna wear it tmw for my show at 93. to top that off, i got home and got me a pleasant surprise when the package my dad n sister sent me arrived! full of our new tshirt designs, food and some love. yay.xx

nobody knows me

2008-08-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

I've had so many livesSince I was a childAnd I realiseHow many times I've diedI'm not that kind of guySometimes I feel shyI think I can flyCloser to the skyThis world is not so kindPeople trap your mindIt's so hard to findSomeone to admireNo ones telling you how to live your lifeBut it's a setup, and I'm just fed upIt's no good when you're misunderstoodBut why should I care?What the world thinks

less is more

2008-08-10T15:18:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i want to be careless and care less.xx

you want this glam wallpaper up yours

2008-08-10T14:42:00.000-07:00

This wallpaper is meant for you to glam up your laptop, instead of that boring view of the hills or whatever. Put it on every single desktop in your office, let ze do the talking ;) HOW? 1) Click on image2) Right click on bigger image3) Click on 'Set as desktop background'4) Walla!bling it to me baby xx

six days to 50

2008-08-10T03:44:00.000-07:00

dear diary,what makes a person so different from others? what makes them stand out and b extraordinary for just being them? in a world thats fast heading towards globalism where everybody thinks/acts/talks/dresses the same, it actually takes effort to not pay attention to what the media terms as cool or "normal". But for some, not giving 2 fucks about what others think of them and going with

moon man is my mr right

2008-08-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i thought to myself today, if i had to choose between scoring an MTV award and scoring MR RIGHT, i believe i'd choose the award. In a glance it seems more achievable and tangible and you know that when you get it, you have it for life and no one can really take the fact that you won the fuckin moon man away from you. but a person, on the other hand, he's not forever. you just never

i dreamt of the day i could tell you to fuck off

2008-08-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

dear diary,there once was a magazine who clearly hated me and my vision and basically made a review out of personal hatred by using my shameless album. and guess what? looks like i sustained longer than they have. their url no longer directs to anywhere, so i shall assume they've died a sufferably long and painful death. i thank my sister n friends who were there to keep me going... wooh!!

thank god its fuckday

2008-08-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i love mornings :) being up early in the morning is completely different from my usual being up so late it's early. people close to me would know that it is a rare thing for me. i'm nocturnal, naturally. my sister understands that best. we have our spontaneous meetings at 3am in the morning, because that's when we're most awake for business brainstorming sessions. i love it. and i miss

so it's yellow

2008-08-05T17:10:00.000-07:00

dear diary,back fr loch lomond last night. wooh. lets just say it was eventful, for now to say the least. today when i eventually got my ass off bed, went to check out pure london, a fashion trade show at olympia. the same venue where osixnine will be exhibiting in sept. huge place! and does look like a lot of fun, so im looking forward to that... n tomorrow's my first day at dont panic, not sure

lego heels

2008-07-31T11:04:00.000-07:00

dear diary,my sister blogged these heels. they're balenciago lego and they're US$4175. and who the hell said the best things in life are free? go shoot yourself! I WANT THESE SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goddamit.xx

x

2008-07-31T08:25:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i dont want to go home. xx

i am the shiznit

2008-07-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

dear diary,how the fuck can they compare me to that bitchofaslut? i dress better, dance better, and sure as hell smell better. n i keep it real, dont think u know wht that means, whore. no, i dont use the word HO, cause whore is in fact the correct spelling. hmm. all of a sudden i hv the urge to check on news of back home. gimme a sec. okay, boring. same ol same old. oil, sodomizing, oil,

hey, witch

2008-07-30T19:44:00.000-07:00

dear diary,somebody wrote me this email a couple of days ago. i cant believe i almost deleted it without reading..."You've reeled in another little USA fan. I'm lovin' your shit. Your "bitches don't fuck with me, I'm the damn elektro-goddess" attitude is very alluring, and it's one of the main reasons I love your stuff. You're quite possibly the funnest artist I've encountered, and I'm talking

hello, where is the disco

2008-07-30T18:26:00.000-07:00

dear diary,my myspace hit the 100,000 of profile views today. wootness. i'm celebrating that by releasing yet another track, HELLO DISCO, which is now the first track on the player :) also, VERY IMPORTANT to note that if you google 'i am glam' you will find that i'm on the first page. haha.rocksteady, bitches! xx

love is a four-letter word

2008-07-29T18:44:00.000-07:00

dear diary,i cant sleep until i wrote this. was watchin dexter earlier, it was the first time i actually watched it and didnt think it was v impressive but that doesnt matter. point is, one of them went on a date that went bad and said he figured something out about life. he says 'there can only ever be one beautiful relationship in your lifetime, and i've already had mine', smiled to himself and

here & there

2008-07-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

dear diary,there i've everythinga room of my owna place to call homehere i've nothinga space to sleepalmost, with enough to eatthere are my friendshere are new trendsthere i can drivewhen im sad and deprivedfrom the things i really want in lifebut here i can liveand be proud of what i can achieveand not be ashamed of my dreamsthere i want to escapefrom what i amblame others when i canhere i am

are french kisses really from france?

2008-07-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

dear diary,okay, ive succumbed. finally bought a book to learn french, L to the fucking O L. the guy at the counter laughed at me, thats encouraging. he gave me this look like 'hmm? trying to score a french boy are we?'. i dont know about that, cause the french boys ive kissed so far hv actually been horrible french kissers. unless perhaps ive been meeting the wrong kinds. boo. hoo.parle a ma

takes a lifetime to learn what love is

2008-07-22T03:52:00.000-07:00

dear diary,love is letting others have the power to hurt you. somebody posted that on fbook today. its so true. and to know if you love someone is when you cant imagine going on with your life without that person - no matter what others say / and in spite of your differences, etc. hmm.god works in the most mysterious ways, doesnt he? (or she?) xx