le beef

dear diary,

so i got pulled in to watching 'the invisible', which was my 2nd movie on this beautiful xmas day, thinking shia lebouf was on it. and that was after watching eagle eye, where the temperature mysteriously went up when he had a police uniform on. hmm. anyway, both movies were good. somehow, any movie i watch alone is almost always good. is it because you're not influenced by another person's opinion? and today's one of those days im missing london, for many reasons. so i typed in 'london' on flickr search, for fucks, and found these interesting looking snaps;











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just because

dear diary,

it's xmas so i woke up late today. i feel out of shape so will prolly visit the gym. started with DIRT 2nd season at 5am this morning, for more lucy spiller and her schizo photographer. im hungry, and i wonder where everybody is. might do some work or finish off shantaram which i've taken half a year to read. i need some inspiration - to be inspired before year ends. and get me ready for a whole new year :)



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however you look at it

dear diary,

saw this on flickr's front page, i love how it seems to say "no matter where you are, you can fight and still be you".




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Ze! for Criminal Damage

Shot in London, now on criminaldamage.co.uk








for Criminal Damage (criminaldamage.co.uk)
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fashionation

dear diary,

i've just discovered Fashionation - and they're wicked! Found some cool ideas, for my soon-to-come album cover perhaps?





more on this blogpost


+ i want this hair, god damn it!





+ a lil something something to feed my fantasies :)





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anomic loner

dear diary,

disoriented = me.

disoriented
    adj 1: having lost your bearings; confused as to time or place or
           personal identity; "I frequently find myself
           disoriented when I come up out of the subway"; "the
           anesthetic left her completely disoriented" [syn: confused,
            lost]
    2: socially disoriented; "anomic loners musing over their
       fate"; "we live in an age of rootless alienated people"
       [syn: alienated, anomic]


xx

the new osixnine.com

dear diary,

for the past three weeks, i've been spending all my waking hours working on the new osixnine online store and it's finally coming together. i must have stressed myself out a lil considering the amount of ulcers, sneezing and headaches i've had to put through... and maybe even a lil obssesed... but i'm so happy it's looking good! started this from scratch and squeezing in what must usually be 3 months worth of work - we needed to get it done in time for 2009. Personally, it certainly helped take my mind off of things. Better to be busy than to worry, as i would tell myself. i'm also excited to release my new single 'CANDY' pretty soon - it's a rather kinky little tune - i like :)

by next week, say hello to the new osixnine.com! cant wait xx

zebra odd years

dear diary,

sutasi requested that i sent them some personal pictures from way back then and when, to show a lil history of my life with all things music.

i must be 5 or 6 here... w my face painted by my mom for the first time

malay drama in school! i shouldve been the goddamn goddess in this one but NOPE, they made me a prancing slave. haha. find me :)

yamaha school choir - when i discovered i could actually sing in tune.
i was well motivated by a pretty boy as well (he's not in the picture so dont bother looking), but yes, i started chasing them at a young age... no one told me it was unhealthy.

with my Philippino vocal coach - darius!
i've trained with him since like 2002 and i still dont sound anything like Aguilera.
lol, he rocks socks :)

i was already electro and cool before i knew it.

the malaysian temptations at buddha bar, byron bay... f yeah!!

and, naturally, i got a lil carried away with the photo scanning... and found what must be one of my first few camwhoring pics. i mustve been born with that camera in my hands... and what ever happened to my silky smooth lookin hair?! x

pimp my bedroom

dear diary,

i am gonna collect some ideas to redecorate my room. i yawn long and hard everytime i'm in it. i would KILL to have a betsey-inspired room... and mark my words, when i do make my first million, i WILL have an apartment like this. And a pet to go with it. Bliss!

teddies

dear diary,

i am slowly becoming numb again. it's only been almost 3 weeks since i've left a dream and it feels like forever. i dont talk about it much, and that doesnt mean nothing happened cause so much did. but somehow i am happy, calm and collected right now. and it's nice, for a change :)

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nye blues

dear diary,

its november 23rd and i already know i'm gonna have a shit new year's eve. just saying.

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blinded

dear diary,

i mustve been blind all this while. thank you for opening my eyes... x

p/s: go to hell

dear diary,

i love manipulative people. they make my day x

me myself and i, we fly!

dear diary,

wish for the day : i want less of you, and more of me.


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a massage would b good

dear diary,

i need to get out. and by getting out, i mean boy hunting. and by boy hunting, i mean see no touch. because i hv enough problems in my life.

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i aint colin

dear diary,

i am dead tired. but i hv to write this before knocking myself out. albert einstein once said;

many of life's failures are people who die not realizing how close to success they were before they gave up.

in other words, get rich or die trying. i found a super super cute new fashion designer/label, I AM COLIN. which also happens to be whre i found the einstein quote. if i aint mistaken, this is he, the colin himself... xx

ascii vs binary

dear diary,

i foresee a crazy week ahead of me. already am deep in the shiznits of FTPs and PHPs and MySQLs and ASCIIs whateveryamacallit trying to set up our new online store - with a fuckin 114-page long manual and i'm only stuck at page 5. on top of which, my sis and i are hosting a party + fashion shows within a week. this is about when i wish i consumed alcohol. anyway, i had to write this...

i'd rather be anywhere but here, where i've got everyone but you.


p/s: plus, i thought a lil bit of mcavoy would be nice to end my day :)

okay, i can sleep now. xx

how rad!

dear diary,

criminal damage has just uploaded a new photo on their facebook group with me on it! crim dam rocks my socks xx

swedes are cool too

dear diary,

I've started a profile on last.fm today. Still not so sure how it works but i guess ill get the hang of it soon enough... but it was nice to find that I already had listeners listening to I AM GLAM and BOYS I LIKE already :) Anyways i found this Swedish band, Maskinen, on Youtube. I do not understand a thing they say but they do sound hella good! The video is rad too, check em out;



I wish to make cool videos like this. genie, I hope you're listening xx

world's fugliest dress

dear diary,

I am sorry for my eyes today as i have never laid them on a dress as ugly as this. This is ugliness in its true form. This is FUCK UGLY! Who the hell made this? ... * * .... okay, doesnt say on the link. SERIOUSLY woman, wtf.

xx