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the madgesty speaks

Z100 interviews Ma'am Madonna here.

OH MY GOD I F'IN LOVE HER!!

too much time

(thought this was a beautiful poem, one i feel i could relate to)



At the root of insanity
Is having too much time on your hands--
Too much time to think--
Too much time to remember past hurts
And to wish things could be different.

Too much time spent alone,
Staring at these four walls
With too much time to think,
To remember past hurts
And to wish things were different.

Got to rid myself of this insanity.
I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities
And seek the companionship of others.
They´ll tell me time heals all wounds,

But for now I'll still cry--
When I have too much time to think
And remember past hurts,
Wishing things are different.


by Jo A. Witt
Copyright 1994

gimme my electro!

narcissistic sociopath

after listening to robyn's new cd i realise singing the word 'narcissistic' a lot.. but never really knew what it was. today, i got an email from Material Bitch saying they've a cool new tee design that looks like this..




Anyway, being the curious cat I usually am.. googled it and was surprised to find them describe ME. shit.

so i took a test, and this was what i got ;

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv



Histrionics and Narcissistics are almost alike - which basically means im in trouble zone. I need a reboot.

life, 3 years on

the hopes, the dreams and what could have been.

blush

Found this here. This sandcastle was created by Steve Machell of Sandology in 2005 on Byron Bay beach specifically for a marriage proposal. My name... my home... only not mine.

One can only wish :)

the one thing

John Henry Giles: It's over. I lost my air. That session the other night with those kids, that was a test to see if I could still play. I can't.

Dr. Gregory House: And that's all you are? A musician?

John Henry Giles: I got one thing. Same as you.

Dr. Gregory House: Really. Well, apparently you know me better than I know you.



John Henry Giles: I know that limp. I know the empty ring finger. And that obsessive nature of yours, that's a big secret. You don't risk jail and your career to save somebody doesn't want to be saved unless you got something, anything, one thing. The reason normal people got wives and kids and hobbies, whatever, that's because they ain't got that one thing that hits them that hard and that true. I got music. You got [indicating the hospital] this. The thing you think about all the time. Thing that keeps you south of normal. Yeah, makes us great. Makes us the best. All we miss out on is everything else. No woman waiting at home after work with a drink and a kiss; that ain't gonna happen for us.

Dr. Gregory House: That's why God made microwaves.

John Henry Giles: Yeah. But when it's over... it's over.

Dr. Gregory House: Yeah.

hotness has a face, and it looks like this

*grrreowwww!!

Boys wanted for my video... *keeps on dreaming*

Here are a few reasons why i've not made a 'BOYS I LIKE' music video.

hard candy turns 50

ooooooooh! mama madge's new album is droppin april 29th!!!! oh this is great news! aint she looking iconic as ever at 50? goddamn. here's the song list to 'HARD CANDY' as posted by Trent on Pinkisthenewblog




Me cant wait. eek!

my villain my hero

it's not everyday i watch a movie and decide to support the villain. only hotties like matthew fox has the power to make those days happen.

'vantage point' is what im talking about .. a movie which without me drooling over fox in a sharp *drool* black *drool* suit *more drool* would just be another movie where the POTUS never cease to prevail. zzz.

So i got back home, having not had enough of him, clearly, and found a speech he made at his uni in 007...the kind of speech i wish was given to me when i graduated. brilliant, jack, brilliant. and i love you, for looking so good, it kinda hurts.






i also found a short student movie he did from back then, which was cute and the girl at the end turned out to be his wife! and he already has kids, which i didnt already know. *and kinda wish i hadnt found that out, dammit*

the king of torts

um. how do u write a book review? i like this book... id prolly forget how the story goes if u ask me again in April, but it was a good read nonetheless. I've learnt that you can buy a private jet at only 35 mil... which isnt too bad! I thought it would b a whole 350 mil to own a piece of tht. On top of that, 3 grand per hour... 75 grand a year for a personal pilot... and god knows how much more to maintain the damn thing.

Well, anyway, grisham tells a story about how a low-life lawyer stumbles upon richness.. makes it all the way to the top... and to be fair to us all, he stumbles back down and decides to disappear. there, now you wont hv to read it :)

i say vote for MAIMUN YUSUF

ok, THIS is amazing. i was almost in tears reading about this fabulous, CRAZY , yes, but fabulously crazy (FORGET THAT IRRITATING KIMORA LEE BITCH KINDA FA-BU-LA-SO-NESZ) 89-yr-old woman contesting in the upcoming election! I mean, here I am, feeling ancient at 25 - spoilt by society, technology and my parents - complaining my life is going nowhere... and here comes a lady almost a century old who decides to make a turn in her life and walking the talk.

I should be ashamed of myself.

This lady is spending, what I believe would be her life savings to gamble on becoming a candidate - and she's doing so by riding on her 'rusty' bike and talking to people of her village - face to face, one on one. Living in a wooden kampung house and going against (besides all odds) her children's wishes to make a difference for her community.


if i meet her ill say heyyyy ma! u is crazy but chu got my love :)
more about the next mother teresa, here

my new bed cover

yes i'm a kid. im also reading grisham's 'The King of Torts' which is an excellent novel so far, will review it once i'm done.

im currently viewing all 11 parts of the obama-clinton texas debate on youtube.. both clearly very strong candidates (after that obama slam... i've made up m mind...shame on u, hillary). but you simply cant not watch the funny 'umbrella' spoof vid. hillarious!

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why i am too sexy

okay.

my too sexy video is about to reach 15,000 views, god knows how much more on hitz.tv - which just about makes my first video achieve more than i ever expected it to. i've not ignored the comments, good and bad, but it's funny how ppl dont get the sarcasm.

who in their right mind would think a huge pink afro, heart-shaped earrings, a wand, hot pants combined with striped socks above the knee and freakish sneaker heels - would amount to being SEXY? hell, even beyonce or angelina (both of whom i deem to be THE sexiest women on earth) wont be able to bring sexy back in those! .... oh and not to forget my hot co-stars all obviously dressed to look anything BUT sexy, did anybody get the joke at all?

yes, i am aware most of whom have found the video by chance, were horny and really looking for videos tagged 'sex'. and found me, hideously claiming to be too sexy. imagine the horror!

perhaps it was a tragic mistake on my part... to think i could make a comic off my music. but then again, it turned out to be a pretty good recipe. One that has generated the strange exposure i've been craving for. So thanks folks, for the 15,000 views (and counting) :)

take it like a man

electro rock band from toronto... addictive!!

key tracks;

- i get around
- black limousine
- the boys


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putting on my white sneakers

(met dave @ zouk, feb 16th... below is my interview w him written for Art Nouveau Magazine, full article here)



Putting on My White Sneakers
an exclusive interview with Dave white w Saer Ze

How do you introduce someone who puts ‘sneakers’ and ‘oil painting’ in a single sentence? There has not been a point of beginning neither does it seem to have an end. At least not too soon for Dave White. White sprung into action at 18 with a solo exhibition and went on to putting life into sneakers with oil painting. He has since taken coke cans and cars as subjects, and most recently, legendary comic book superheroes and villians. Having collaborated with such huge companies as Coca Cola, Nike and Rocafella Records, White could choose to bling it out with the ladies. Fortunately, in an interview with Art Nouveau Magazine writer Saer Ze discovers he has also long found a second love; his wife.

“Van Gogh as an artist inspired me the most. Reading his diary’s which described the struggle he endured to just do what he loved which was to create things on canvas.”

Art Nouveau Magazine: What, or who, inspires you?

Dave White: Van Gogh as an Artist inspired me the most. Reading his diary’s which described the struggle he endured to just do what he loved which was to create things on canvas. It really is an incredible story. The man never conformed and did his thing regardless of convention.

ANM: If you were a pair of sneakers, which pair would you be?

DW: Jordan V.

ANM: What gets you up in the morning? What is a typical day for Dave White like?

DW: 6 am coffee, 6.15 an hour of Xbox live, [I'm] currently playing Call of Duty 4, then it’s off to the studio. [I] Get my mail, browse the usual sites Freshness, Slamhype and Hypebeast to have a nose at what’s happening. Then the work starts, I research my latest subject matter for an hour and then the painting preparation starts. Canvas prep and underpainting, then drawing then colour mixing. I break out when I am done usually about 5. A nice run and then chill out with my wife.

// Dave White in the studio working on his ghostrider piece | Photo Credit: Fatsarrazi

ANM: How do you make the splattered colours seem unintended? How did that effect/technique come about for you?

DW: I studied Fine Art Painting for over 10 years, the paint splats happened as soon as I picked up the brushes on my first go when I was 16. It just came naturally and has been a part of my work for 20 years.

ANM: How would you describe your art?

DW: Expressive.

ANM: You’ve brought so much life into subjects like sneakers, coke cans and cars. What other subjects can we expect you to put some life into?

DW: I have been working in secret for the past 12 months on my new subject matter which is "Super Heroes and Villains." These are massive paintings and the response has been phenomenal to them. I used to draw from comics when I was 3 and I am exploring them again in my work.

ANM: Do you normally have an idea of what your end work would look like? Or do they turn out to be as they are as you go along working on them?

DW: I have always used a reference as a starting point, be it an image or the object itself. However the way that I used [to] paint and the techniques I utilize means the element of chance comes into play. I have a clear idea however the end result can surprise, as they can never be replicated exactly from my intention.

ANM: At only 18, how did your first solo exhibition come about?

DW: I won a prestigious award for Next New Talent in the Arts which was a great honor. From this, I was approached and the show came about. The head of the State came to view it. It was all a bit crazy.

ANM: Have you always been creative? How did you discover your talent?

DW: I have always drawn for as long as I can remember and I always knew that creating images was what I wanted to do. It was not a matter of discovering it, it just made me really happy and still does.

ANM: How long do you normally take to complete a piece?

DW: The new works take a week each.

// Dave White's "Up Away" and "Dr Doom" both from his upcoming Superheroes and Villians series

ANM: When do you know when to stop working on a piece? What do you normally do after completing it?

DW: When I slow down and I start thinking where I should put the next brush mark. That’s when I know it’s done. When it is completed I just leave and look at it the next day.

ANM: You’ve started a clothing line, have you thought about starting your own line of sneakers?

DW: I have collaborated with Nike and soon with JB Classics, I enjoy that side but never thought of starting a personal line.

ANM: Has anything or anyone ever become an obstacle for you?

DW: As an Artist I have been painting for 20 years professionally and have had ups and downs along my journey. The key is to never give up, love what you do and everything else will follow.

ANM: Is there a particular painting you wish you had done?

DW: Not so much as wish I had done but if I could own one painting it would be Jackson Pollock’s Autumn Rhythm.

ANM: If oil painting is your number one love, what would be your second?

DW: My wife.

ANM: What can we expect from Dave White in the next, say, 5 to 10 years?

DW: Who knows? I love what I do and am very grateful for being able to do it.

For more information on Dave White and his new series Superheroes and Villians please visit http://www.davewhite.me.uk/

im indecisive.

ok, i think im gonna blog here instead of at vox. i think im gonna change my mind every 2 seconds. its fun.

will summarize wht ive blogged at vox.... in case u dont already know, ive done a bit of podcasting, OSIXNINE FM, here. Featuring music I like, because, well, it's MY bloody podcast so to hell w ur opinion.

also check out the OSIXNINE Blog, my sister's blog, our new fashion network and the new OSIXNINE designs on zazzle



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SUTASI

i've been chosen as a regional finalist (woot!!) on this Asian talent search contest....

wish me luck..

find out more bt the contest here

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world, hold on

year ends are hectic. ive not been busy w shows as i anticipated i wldve been but ive instead been caught up w setting up the boutique w my sister - which is going beyond our expectations thus far. although i must admit im missing the stage =[ hopefully im back out there in no time.

i was at the hitz awards, only to discover tht they actually had an award for malaysian english videos - too sexy wasnt even nominated. i was devastated, to say the least. but of course, im not fr the jakeman's fanclub. its all still clearly driven by men w only hannah tan being the only female nominee being mentioned. where r talents like jasemaine gan and izzy mohammad?

so muse is coming.. in feb? for real?

im certainly happy for pop shuvit , the 5 r actually in the running to b in Rolling Stone Magazine's top 25 myspace bands. Hw unreal is tht? im wishing them the best! you can also help trash the article w ur groupie shout outs on the rolling stone website.. www.rollingstone.com

i cant help but talk abt my next album... although its still very far fr being released. Ruben is working on the mixes, n things r looking good. 6 tracks at this point, and im still speaking to producers n musicians fr just abt anywhere who hv got the right chemistry to fit into this project. its gonna b a killer euro-electro party record - i promise u tht!

sigh. ive learnt so much fr releasing tht SHAMELESS cd - money just cldnt buy! ive suffered fr depression even, its crazy when u know too much. picking up the pieces... its better to fight than to sulk. let no mofo bring u down =p w all tht anger i cld prolly put out a gangster rap album or smthing. but im all abt showing some love baby. the world needs it.

ive got lotsa faith. smtimes maybe too much for my own gd. Here's hoping out loud... just like how bob sinclar puts it... WORLD, HOLD ON!

p/s: i hv just dicovered the gorgeousness of tht prison break guy. *yowza* id break into prison for him.


love. =]