oh, dance off!

dear diary,

i'm sort of meditating today. feels good :) deciding on what to wear for my 2 shows this weekend. on saturday the 12th, i'll be at the CS gigswap /globalicious stage at the DanceValley (begins at 9.20pm) alongside the guys from MC DUSAAR... and on sunday the 13th at Blue Nose Sunday (begins at 7pm) at de Heeren van Aemstel. Will be including my new track I AM GLAM in the sets... should be fun!

oh btw, as of today my mission on facebook has reached $400. woot.

getting ready for a dance-y weekend! x

so little hunger

dear diary,

i'm stressed. stressed? stressed. cant stress how stressed out i am. i was at complete ease just earlier tonight and i amaze myself sometimes at how quickly i can change my emotional state. met mad prof today, cool guy. cant believe he's actually my mom's age. did some groceries on the way home. got soaked in the rain. very sexy. i left the house lookin like a million bucks and by the time i got home... well, at least i felt like a million bucks. lol. depending on which currency we're talking about. i think it's a good idea that i fast tomorrow. be at peace and only focus on my hunger. and nothing else. like my wise friend used to say, "so much food and so little hunger."

he cant be more right xx

are robots heartless?

dear diary,

this is a wrong time to be falling in love. so much is going on, it takes too much of my focus. dont know wht im doing sometimes. most of the time. a part of me wants to be faithful, and the other wants to be careless and not give 2 fucks. y do we have to deal w emotions? it fucks ur plans up. fucks w ur mind. wish i was a robot. or a man. its funny tht once ur heart has been broken, once, its enough to make u cry less the next time it happens. or not cry at all. cause ur soul does the crying for you. which could hurt even more. i was ready for this. being alone. i thought i prepared myself well. suffering a lot fr those choked up sadness in my throat since i got here. u know, when u want to just let it out but u cant. cause u want to be stronger than that. i watched mcavoy on Wanted. brilliant! it was worth the expensive bus trip and cinema ticket to watch him so close up on screen. so close i could smell him. breathe the air he's breathing. lick the blood fr his face as gets punched many times over. and does jolie EVER look bad? mcavoy is such an unlikely hero, which is why i love him. or is it just lust? who can tell the difference anymore?

the heartless robot xx

boys on boys

dear diary,

took a trip via the river into london today n stopped at southbank. tried looking for some free exhibits of the architecture fest n then walked to trafalgar n stumbled upon a freaking gay parade! hallelujah! and i couldnt believe, of all days, i forgot to bring my camera today. after slapping myself in the face, i looked around gaping and enjoyed the scene - pride london it was - hot men of all colour in all colours of the rainbow, w biceps u wont see on 'real' men, walking around w their tush hanging out. bliss! y cant straight men be a lil more... proud?

hmm...wld love to have 2 boys at a go ;)

a glasto virgin no more

dear diary,

so i went to glasto. SO I WENT TO FUCKIN GLASTO!! WOOH!! the atmosphere was just unbelievable. absolute madness. you cant even really b bothered with the bands anymore cause ur so caught up with the crazy things everybody was up to. i kinda enjoyed the mud - getting stuck in my wellies. very sexy. i managed to catch ROISIN MURPHY(!), lupe fiasco, kings of leon, goldfrapp(!), CANSEI DE SER SEXY(!), MGMT, Batteries, martha wainwright, jimmy cliff, eddy grant, derrick may, system 7, manu chao, bands of horses, fatboy slim, the zutons... ok as far as i can remember. and im happy i missed jay z's sorry 'wonderwall' attempt n was at mgmt/css instead. like wtf. he didnt even bother knowing the words n my ass could hv sung it better. it was the SONG that ppl were cheering to, for goodness sake, not him. any idiot cldve sung tht song and the crowd wldv loved it. and no, this is in no way me against hiphop - im no musical racist - just dont like him in particular. but i was a bit upset abt missing amy winehouse... wldve bn awesome. oh, and how can i forget.. i had fun making em smoothies too! haha

a glasto virgin no more xx

smoothies and radiohead

yday started doing smoothies by LOVE SMOOTHIES in order to get in free at the radiohead concert in victoria park! for 2 days in a row too. get free food & some cash on top of that, not too bad a deal... fun working w those guys... today's another smoothie day! xx


p/s: my fave so far is the berry-go-round... fresh orange juice + berries! yum!

google is the new god

dear god...


what's the "weather tomorrow" like?

in which country is "ibiza"?

"translate french"

"define cliche"

where/what is the "clitoris"?

"jessica alba"

"download lost season 4" + free

"matthew fox"

"evangeline lilly" + topless

"euro cup predictions"

"female orgasm", is it possible?

"how to make friends on facebook"

can i get "pregnant from giving a blow job"?

"james mcavoy"

search images, "clitoris"

"translate women"

"translate men"

help me find a "wife" + can cook + sexy + does not talk too much

help me find a "husband" + can cook + sexy + good listener

are "librans compatible with leos"?

"pick up lines" + that actually work

"are you a good kisser quiz"

who is "ken lee"?

i hate my life, "get a life"

google map, "clitoris"

"bands so new they don't even exist yet"

how to be "cool" - trying

how to be "rich" - working

how to be "fit" - starving

how to "fry an egg"

how does she "get high on oxygen"?

google earth, "clitoris"

:)

i am glam, bitches!!

MY SPANKIN NEW KICK ASS YOUR MOTHER WOULD CRY ELECTRO TRACK.... I AM GLAM... IS NOTHING SHORT OF GLAM... I PISS GLITTER IN CASE U DONT ALREADY KNOW... CHECK IT OUT ON MY MYSPACE

yum :)

back in eu

happy to b back in the studio at de rockfabriek, brussels.. with ruben working on hot new sounds!! w couple of gigs lined up in brighton n london. if ur in brighton mid June, will also b opening an OSIXNINE booth there making it our debut in the uk at the red mutha fashion fair - its gonna b HOT! with an after party, will b there w Jules ( not the judge;).. check out www.myspace.com/redmutha









add me on facebook if u havent already :) xx

i can make your heartbeat short.

p/s: started on my money jars today. so proud of meself :)


x

a brand new hope.

Today's the Macy's Day parade.
The night of the living dead is on it's way...
with a credit report for duty call.
It's a lifetime guarantee.
Stuffed in a coffin 10% more free.
Red light special at the mausoleum.

Give me something that I need.
Satisfaction guaranteed to you.
What's the consolation prize?
Economy sized dreams of hope.

When I was a kid, I thought...
I wanted all the things that I haven't got.
Oh, but I learned the hardest way.
Then I realized what it took...
to tell the difference between thieves and crooks.
A lesson learned for me and you.


'Cause I'm thinkin about a brand new hope.
The one I've never known.
'Cause now I know it's all that I wanted.

What's the consolation prize?
Economy sized dreams of hope.
Give me something that I need.
Satisfaction guaranteed.

'Cause I'm thinkin' about a brand new hope.
The one I've never known.
And where it goes...

And I'm thinkin' about a brand new hope.
The one I've never known.
'Cause now I know it's all that I wanted.

i wanted that soundcheck w mraz. BADLY.

SHOUT OUT TO JASON M to the RAZ ... YOU SUCK FOR NOT CHOOSING ME!!!!!!
:(

on the other hand.. i'm pretty sure it wasnt him doing the job. yeah. pretty sure. plus THEY (whoever it was) picked a guy. pretty sure if he was the one doing the choosing he wouldnt have chosen a freakin guy! unless he likes guys like i do. his loss. whtever. lol. and for the record, i did not want it for reasons that might relate to anything sexual.. because well... i've just found this topless image of him and um.. .

yeah, anyway! if you've not heard of RED MUTHA... well now you have. they do this seriously wacky customised clothing which in a word, i'd call, TRASHION (fyi, it's not TRASH trash. sheesh). check em out...




And some OSIXNINE news... both of us are going crazy getting our new tshirt collection together.. gonna b called 'RETRO GUNSHOTS' and it's up for preview! here..




Some of the tshirts are already on sale at the boutique... The rest soon to come and you'll be able to order online... from anywhere round the world... cause we ship worldwide!! XOXO

the first step

ive bn dreaming about it and calculating the risks for days and months and the first step has finally been taken. it's nerve wrecking, exciting but most of all... a relief. it wont be easy, not exactly a walk in the park. call me stubborn or call me persistent; i must want it bad enough - perhaps a lil crazy - to still want it at all.

history is about to be made :)

jason mraz is mine

in order to be in the running to win a soundcheck w jason mraz, i think im about willing to do just about anything. fingers crossed!

:)

dress code : shine

just got home fr yet another club launch , n it was one of those times i felt like taking the dress code, like, seriously. when i bought the dress, it was a tad too big so i altered it to fit... and so i became the discoball :)



i wore our uber new design to the boutique today - 'rocksixnine' which looks arockin'! more photos of this tee will b up on the osixnine blog soon :)

penang

My show with King Lhota & Abunation went pretty well. Check it out


A few photos off the trip w Naz :)

penelope

if it isnt already obvious tht ive bn putting away precious time to watch all the mcavoy movies i can get a hold of... *sigh* and every single watch makes me want him so much more... for crying out loud!

he is so painfully charming.

grabs knife.

stabs heart.

and so ive confirmed it. he has his way with the kissing scenes. its CUH-RAY-ZEE. i've seen it so many times... the look he has on his face just before it happens... and you just never really know if it's coming... and then it comes in the most unpredictable way. The way he grabs the girl and make ME go weak in the knees... and i get caught in the moment. so caught up it h-u-r-t-s

stabs heart harder.

bleeds to death.

tecktonik is the isht

i've just discovered this dance thts currently hot in europe, called tecktonik which by the way - mind you- is COPYRIGHTED... this particular vid (which i've prolly sneaked 10 watches today alone) features 3 of the hottest tecktonik dancers, including Vavan and Treaxy. They blog here and here.

Song's a Yelle remix, a cause de garcons remix... HOT!!! Add 'tecktonik' on facebook, become a fan :)

i know i hv

material girl

dedicated to the rest of us non-materialistic folks. or so i think... enjoy!

mcavoy to play cobain?

Not sure how I couldve missed this piece of news... but the thought itself is orgasmic enough. one HOT actor set to play one HOT, legendary musician. The movie, to b based on a biography by Charles Cross entitled 'heavier than heaven' sounds, like, HOT. I tend to lose better choice of words when it comes to mclicious.

ok. what ev er. ill wait for the movie. mceagerly.

outkasts rock!

it took me almost 10 years to discover my niche. the long transition from wannabe grunge drummer to hiphop and indie rock chick - all while trying to fit in with everybody else... experimenting and struggling to find my sound proved to be pretty useful now that i've decided (finally!) to stick w one genre.

call it a curse or a blessing, as you wish, but i've always been an outkast. from birth. not gonna lie, there were times i resented it. but i've def grown out of it - in vain - and hell, it certainly is NO curse. thank you, mom, for pointing that out.

i've chosen electro, because unlike other genres, this proves to be the one where us outkasts feel we belong. where being different, quirky, strange, disgusting, heartless, sarcastic, bitchy, fuck-the-world-we-rock attitude is celebrated. These are the things that make us , well , distinctly fashionable. And god damn are we trendsetters or what!? there are no rules. we dont have to stick our boobs out to be sexy. our beats make us sexy. yowza.

i love how electro songs dont always mean what you think they mean. like, it could mean a thousand things. you'll never get it exactly right. like, our love songs - may be real, may be not, may be completely sarcastic, may be dangerous & stalkishly romantic.

we care more than about sex. and drugs. and alcohol. and money. really. we do. plus, our videos are a little more intelligent than big bums and fancy cars. what's best is - we can be 50 and still rock. ala madonna & siouxsie sioux.

gimme gimme gimme!

cant get enough of boys

i've updated my website. cause it's been like forever (almost TWO years!)

i like the simplicity... plus it was done in mere 2/3 hours :)