everybody's fling

dear diary,

i sometimes think of ze as my alter ego. perhaps it is. like, a stronger 'cant be arsed' version of me. i wish i had a lot more of that. because truth is, beneath all that ego all i really want are the simplest things life can offer. most of which i dont or maybe cant have because of the lifestyle ive chosen to live. i wonder if its been worth it. im aching n nobody needs to know. anyway, today is happy orange day(!) and osixnine is celebrating with a weekend sale at our boutique. shopping is the cure. plus, the next 3 days are big days for OSIXNINE - we're debuting our label with the 'Retro Gunshots' collection at the Londonedge fashion trade show. all fingers n toes crossed. its going to be hell for me to bring the crazy heavy luggage across London tomorrow but i will pull through!

i am nothing more than everybody's fling xx