dust it off n try again

dear diary,

used to watch this a million times a day, wishin i could be her! i miss this baby girl.



x

brick wall, we meet again.

dear diary,

mend me.



x

happiness is a hairflip away

dear diary,

ive prolly posted this eons ago, i dunno, cant remember. and i dont care if u think this is so gay/pussilicious - which is the whole reason why i (+ my mom) love chris crocker against all odds. He is girlier than i am. 'BITCH YOU CAN STEAL MY MAN, BUT YOU CANT HAVE MY HAIR EXTENSIONS'... L to the OL!




... and a little something to help shake the depression away.



miss crocker makes my day! xx

miss piggy fucks the pain away

dear diary,

this is cute... in a way that's a little wrong for a little pig. ooh miss piggy, you is hotter than peaches! haha



...ive mixed feelings about being back. i dont feel quite settled, a lil disoriented. well, very disoriented. but i've not felt like i've settled anywhere for a while, any place or with any person or any given situation. my happy moments are so temporary and seem to last shorter and shorter as i get older and older (+ wrinkly + none the wiser) . im constantly looking for something and i dont even know what that is. how do i find it when i dont know what it is?

xx

swedes are cool too

dear diary,

I've started a profile on last.fm today. Still not so sure how it works but i guess ill get the hang of it soon enough... but it was nice to find that I already had listeners listening to I AM GLAM and BOYS I LIKE already :) Anyways i found this Swedish band, Maskinen, on Youtube. I do not understand a thing they say but they do sound hella good! The video is rad too, check em out;



I wish to make cool videos like this. genie, I hope you're listening xx

zebra prints

dear diary,

while i am so not feeling the new xtina aguilera video nor the new look (the futuristic look is lil over-used perhaps)... im lovin this santogold vid. the zebra print's my fave!



also just had a look at yelle's first hit on video, i LOVE the song... and the video is cute to the T! (it's got lyrics as well, a good way to learn some french, like, oh mon dieu!)



xx

paper planes

On the eve of my bday, we had nothing better to do. Peejay and i became MIA and Diplo for a whole minute. First check out the original, before our horrible imitation.


MIA & DIPLO


ZE! & CESARIO (MC DUSAAR)



p/s: shall i mention, yet again, that peejay brought me to a strip club after this. because all 26 yr old women needs booty. pfft

xx

les artists

dear diary,

this is my current theme song, L.E.S. Artists by Santogold. Cant say i like the video just as much, it's cool and artistic but not entirely feeling it. But the song, is f'in ACE! Miss Santi, you did it again.




What I'm searching for
to tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else
Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don't know me
I am an introvert an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself
an innovator

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what
if I can shake it
I'm 'a make this
something worth dreaming of

one moment in time

Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown

I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity

I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free


...breathtaking performance by whitney, of a song that never fails to put back the fire in me every time!! whoever wrote it is a genius. love her, love the song ;)

jason mraz is mine

in order to be in the running to win a soundcheck w jason mraz, i think im about willing to do just about anything. fingers crossed!

:)

tecktonik is the isht

i've just discovered this dance thts currently hot in europe, called tecktonik which by the way - mind you- is COPYRIGHTED... this particular vid (which i've prolly sneaked 10 watches today alone) features 3 of the hottest tecktonik dancers, including Vavan and Treaxy. They blog here and here.

Song's a Yelle remix, a cause de garcons remix... HOT!!! Add 'tecktonik' on facebook, become a fan :)

i know i hv

material girl

dedicated to the rest of us non-materialistic folks. or so i think... enjoy!

gimme my electro!

Boys wanted for my video... *keeps on dreaming*

Here are a few reasons why i've not made a 'BOYS I LIKE' music video.

why i am too sexy

okay.

my too sexy video is about to reach 15,000 views, god knows how much more on hitz.tv - which just about makes my first video achieve more than i ever expected it to. i've not ignored the comments, good and bad, but it's funny how ppl dont get the sarcasm.

who in their right mind would think a huge pink afro, heart-shaped earrings, a wand, hot pants combined with striped socks above the knee and freakish sneaker heels - would amount to being SEXY? hell, even beyonce or angelina (both of whom i deem to be THE sexiest women on earth) wont be able to bring sexy back in those! .... oh and not to forget my hot co-stars all obviously dressed to look anything BUT sexy, did anybody get the joke at all?

yes, i am aware most of whom have found the video by chance, were horny and really looking for videos tagged 'sex'. and found me, hideously claiming to be too sexy. imagine the horror!

perhaps it was a tragic mistake on my part... to think i could make a comic off my music. but then again, it turned out to be a pretty good recipe. One that has generated the strange exposure i've been craving for. So thanks folks, for the 15,000 views (and counting) :)