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dear diary,

im not sure how much longer until i eventually break. i do hope it doesnt get to that, but i cant help but feel it could. besides, there can be worse things in life, right? i had a first show in london today, was nervous n so alone n was off to an awful headstart... thankfully my friends turned up! wasnt a big crowd, seeing as its a wkday s'pose but it was gd fun. until of course i had to travel home alone w my thoughts.

go away xx