where i left my heart

dear diary,

i think its become easier for me to get over someone because the most painful thing i've ever had to get over was, and still is, byron. it's been almost 4 years and i'm still not over it. they say it's easier to leave than to be left... well certainly not in this case. i was numb when i left. and i remember it all just like it was yesterday. it's scary to think if i'll never be as free and happy as i was then.

xx